all i have to say is....pretty damn good week

I LOVE YOU AMANDA

i dont kno y i keep updatin this thing....

wellllllllllll..................

hahha funny ppl dont u think

ppl are pissed at me bc apperantly ive been "ditching them" i broke mikes glass cup the other night n he wont stop bitchin at me to buy a new one n ive gotta pay my parents back for my new wheels n for sum more shit  so im kinda out of my first paycheck or 2...tjs part was kinda a dud (for me anyway) n i messed up my hand cuz i got a lil pissd for no reason(typical) so im glad

been a weird day....for sum reason i found all these pictures of me from 8th grade n i look at them im like n im like holy shit...they dont even look remotley like me n then i get to thinkin about how much ive really changed..n not just in looks i mean ive been told by more than one person im differant n i dunno good r bad.

....ill leave freshman year outta this thats a whhhoooolllleee other story....

and to start this year off i was a very strange person. i guess i dont find waiting around all night for sum beer a good time anymore i really got bored of that but some ppl still find it fun. but the person who steered me away from all that i than... i truly thank..u kno who u are and its that person that really turned me into who i am now<the weird motherfucker who wont shut up about anything, the stupid funny u cant take seriously>(im refering to myself there ) n its that person who made homecomming-december bareible..happiest i had been in awhile...i dunno where i would be if she didnt come along

after winter break this year my life really changed..i mean all these ppl come into my life(most wanting to kick my ass by now) but a couple of em are cool....especially amanda shes the whole reason ive got all theses ppl talkin to me.......and my old friends think im crazy for stickin out this long but now im happy again even tho its been a bit of a bumpy ride...i used to think i was a loser but slowly its been turnin around

and tonight my dad gave me a talk about not quittin on sports or wutever i wanna do for a GIRL i mean he knew i didnt really try in tryouts too.......n if u kno me thats kinda wut i did but not really...i had many reasons for not wanting to make the baseball team mostly from experience from last year i didnt have fun in spring all i did was sit n im pretty sure it would happen again w/ the juniors on the team too..sure ill miss the gus on the team even tho none of them are REALLY my friends tothem im just FROSTY the tollerable one that no one really hates but wouldnt wanna hang out with on weekends...

WOW  alotta shit been goin on lately pretty weird shit too from where i left off uuummm amanda went out with sumone named ryan but not for very long tho(sorry dude U STILL COOL THO)...sone n all them seemed to like to shout that one around to ppl too i got my car back n im back to driving like my old self too its pretty bitchin...umm ive gone to a couple movies..each gettin better as we go on  ive kinda gone back to how i used to be but not really... if u knew me b4 october this year ud kno wut im talkin about and now theres this landon kidd whos like 13 n tryin to act like a tough ass to me n its pissin me off bc he lives n colorado n im not wastin gas money to go beat on a middle schooler....sounds lil stupid but ive got other reasons for wantin to beat on him....

I LOVE AMANDA So00o0o0o MUCH!!!

BTW I DIDNT MAKE THE BASEBALL TEAM!!YYEESSSSS!!!!